Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Running

Running
Away from this life
Past the darkness
To a better place

Running
To find the peace I never had
Explore the world
To feel loved

Running
To find my inner self
The personality I have never found
Deep inside my bones

Running
To forgive
To forget
To stay alive


Running
As fast as I have ever ran before
As far as I can go
Don't look back
Just keep running

Thursday, January 5, 2012

My Emma


There she was
So precious and beautiful
Eyes as deep as the ocean blue
A spirit as sweet as a flower
On a bright day

I have been waiting 9 months for this moment
I would name her Emma
My baby
All mine

Holding her in my arms
I felt like a mother
For the first time
We had a bond like no other
My little Emma


She turned so cold
She didn’t make a sound
The nurse took her out of my arms
Away with my Emma

The nurse came back
Without my Emma
Tears rolling down her face
She didn’t have to tell me
I knew

I would not take her home
I could not hold her in my arms any longer
She would not grow up and marry the man she loved
And have children of her own

She is gone
Forever and ever
Never to return into my arms
My baby
My Emma